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sad news lads, the instax square camera i snagged just before christmas still hasn't turned up when it should've like 2-3 weeks ago, so i suspect now it will be a case of just getting a refund through paypal as the person who sold it hasn't responded to me. i can ask my mum and sister for one for my birthday in summer, but it's just a bit rude you know??


had a deep convo with my bf's mum about this recurring theme in my dreams the past few years and we ended up talking about our childhoods (as you do) and i ended up thinking that it seems as though, although i've been able to come to understand my parents better and thus generally forgive them (or at least as much as i'm able to at this stage), i still carry this heavy bitterness about not having had a 'proper' or 'nice' childhood/adolescence/young adulthood like those of some people i know, and it comes out as a real pain and wistfulness when other people speak about their experiences of those times or when i see them playing out for others. i can't seem to stop pining about my youth or feeling bitter about others having better ones.

i'm not really sure how to let go of that feeling; i have made so much progress around my feelings toward/relationships with my parents themselves, but this general bitterness around what i lost/never got remains.


persephone -

This morning I had my first interview for Mental Health Nursing, and with my favourite university of all the ones I applied to as well. I really hope I get some good news from them soon!!!


persephone -

YALL THEY OFFERED ME A PLACE THEY OFFERED ME A PLACE THEY OFFERED ME A PLACE AAAAAAAAAAAAA


persephone -

today the interviewer emailed me saying my interview was excellent, they enjoyed my personal statement, and the article i discussed was very interesting πŸ₯Ί


persephone -

This morning I had my first interview for Mental Health Nursing, and with my favourite university of all the ones I applied to as well. I really hope I get some good news from them soon!!!


persephone -

YALL THEY OFFERED ME A PLACE THEY OFFERED ME A PLACE THEY OFFERED ME A PLACE AAAAAAAAAAAAA


This morning I had my first interview for Mental Health Nursing, and with my favourite university of all the ones I applied to as well. I really hope I get some good news from them soon!!!


i have comically clear memories of my 14 y/o ass on a school trip to berlin tucked up in bed listening to 'because of you' by ne-yo thinking about a girl i had a crush on and i STILL did not properly clock at that point that i was not straight L M A O


new year, 01.01.21

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persephone reblogged babushka

Hey y’all! I started an Instagram page for my crochet earrings

Please check me out, I'm going to start doing bi-weekly themed drops


morning chill, 30.12.20

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brush go brrrr


my mum sent me a video of what used to be my bedroom, now redecorated and occupied by my older sister. it makes absolute sense that she use it, as she is the one still living there and i will just hopefully be visiting frequently and using her old (much smaller) room a couple times a month. but hoooo boy does it feel weird to have the past 23 years of my life wiped away, especially when she has a much more minimalist and modern style of decor than i do


rolling frost, 25.12.20

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winter grazing, 25.12.20

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at this point i am so used to my name/handle being persephone that idk what i will do if the url ranger bot actually does free it up, but i am still as flummoxed as ever that the person with the name i originally wanted on here has been inactive for just over two years now and still has the url.


persephone reblogged babushka

second one, hope words make sense here cause had v hard time
but what mean is, is OK have bad thoughts, & having bad thoughts not make bad person

we live in world where some ppl tell us we should hate eachother & be mean, & lot us grow up truly believe it. so when we see "weird" person, even after start unlearn that meanness, might still have rude thought - & is OK, is part of unpack & unlearn
this go for intrusive & esp violent thought too - whole reason intrusive thought get so so so bad is cause they stuff we NOT want happen, & anxiety make us go out of way trying prevent! that's not what bad person do.

being good person not abt never think gross or rude stuff, or even abt never make mistake - but trying best be nice & compassion despite anxiety, fear, & prejudice. we not yet live in world w/o these things, so need be kind on selves (& others!) if slip up


my grogu plush has single handedly triggered my maternal instincts more strongly than any human child ever has


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